-Not as Strong as i used to be
upset by the words thrown before me
-I blame myself
Whenever i show my feelings
-im a crybaby
whenever im angry
-Im a bitch
Whenever im sad
-Im emo
You can cry to me about your problems
-when i show many emotions
it must be stoped
-whenever im down
theres no one to cheer me up
-Whenever i want to be heard
you leave me
-whenever im alone
-you walk away laughing
if i tried to fight back
protest in anyway
I must sit down
i must be quiet
because no one wants to hear it
I cry at night wondering why this is happening
Im not how i used to be
Loud, self-conident, brave, strong, could take anything life threw at me
the net that was catching the hurt, the pain the bullshit
Became torn
Upset at the world
I think back
when i was proud to be crazy
when i was proud to be the werid of one the group
When I was okay when people made fun of me
When i used to feel like a actual person
Who was smart, beatiful, confident and actually had hope
Im not as strong as i used to be.....
...I scream at the sky at night
wondering if theres anything good in living
When will i get my answers?......
...When can i be me again?..
Labels: bitch, confused, crybaby, Emo, hurt, love, pain, past, poems
